I woke up on New Year's day feeling a rush of excitement. Extremely EXTREMELY sleep deprived I jumped out of bed at Luca's first call, feeling amazing. I am feeling good within myself. Of course wine helps on a nightly basis and- this- I do not plan on giving up. I have been working on being able to feel happy without outside influences. Sure a text here and there from a cute boy makes my heart flutter; but I feel I can get to my happy place all on my own. I don't even need Luca's help. All it takes is a constant state of consciousness. I am ok on my own, I will always be ok on my own; if someone comes my way and treats me the way I deserve then excellent. If not...well that's a super shitty waste and it will give my mother a heart attack, but it's ok.
I rang in the New Year at work with a nice glass of bubbly and a section full of lovely couples. After only a few hours of sleep I jumped in the ice cold ocean with my friend Becky to start the year off fresh. I cannot wait for what 2013 has to bring. Happy New Year!
|Grumps Luca & Nana|
|I've never played baseball in my life. Every pebble my mom threw at me I basically hit to White Rock.|