I took a leap of faith out of no where and called it quits with b.m.l. I can't explain why, I just had a feeling deep in my gut that was screaming at me.
I came to some emotional freedom within the last few months; unfortunately, lately the elephant on my shoulders has once again started creeping up and I felt it wouldn't be fair to drag someone as amazing as him along with me. I feel like at this point in my life it just needs to be Luca and I along for the ride.
I will say I am starting to feel as if I will ALWAYS make myself believe this. I will always find something wrong, someway out.
I have somewhat of a peaceful mind-frame about my decision to ditch the bo.
I will 100% stop obsessing about companionship and know that worse comes to worse I have all a girl needs.
|R.A.W. & Luca Father's day 2012|
|New bike at nana's|
|June-uary in Vancouver|
|Somebody please buy these for me.|